I’m a guy that likes my privacy reasons of my quality time to think and pray for hours. Because I face a lot of spiritual challenges. And my midnight prayers have been helping me. Most especially when I had a nightmare or anytime I woke up.
I will seal up my windows and doors while my AC is blasting high. And even when I raise up my voice it doesn’t come out.
The government just extended the lockdown which is tiring. She came to my house and doesn’t want to leave. I have so many debts on my head now and my yearly house rent is expiring soon. This is the period I need to be alone in prayers. The little I have now I am using it to take care of her which I would have uses for myself to prolong the suffering during this lockdown. Branch and carbon are sending me SMS to pay my loans.
My apartment is so cussing, chilling and so comfortable more than her house by far. Maybe reason she doesn’t want to go. She will be disturbing me and dragging remot control with me. When I am watching TV she will just change it to nollywood drama.
I do want her to be coming and going. Not just to come and stay like she is doing now. I’m not use to this type of life unlike some of my friends.
Outside of all this, I do not see future with her just normal control things..
I have not been able to leave the house or do other personal private stuff.
I need her to go maybe coming on some weekends or when invited.